Junior

Have you ever seen the movie "Junior" with Arnold Shwartzenager? Well I have decided that when we have our next child my husband has got to do the whole pregnancy thing. I think I'm done. It's been a 3 grueling months, and I give up. I think I need to be sedated for the next 6 months. I only think it fair that we share the burden. I guess another not so practical option is to take 9 months off next time I get pregnant. Granted I probably will have to eat Ramen noodles for nine months straight since I won't be bringing in any income but that would be the price I think I may be willing to pay.

Who knows. These crazy pregnancy hormones are really controlling the show here. Once I have that little bundle of joy I may go into an oxytocin coma and end up deciding to get pregnant right away (despite my current state of mind). Maybe it will be easier the second time around. I've heard that most moms feel better about their pregnancies once they actually know what to expect.

In the mean time however, this is not easy. I feel like the only thing I'm good at is making a baby...wish me luck on my in-service exam this next week. The combination of placenta brain, and sleep deprivation has me bit worried...